People places and Things

I tried to do something that was good for me
I ended up being sad because I saw the people around me a different way to what they actually are.
When YOU break up with someone its because you think its whats best for you.
And if you think that
Its true.
Why cant people accept that you're tryna help yourself?
We spend so much time looking out for others that we dont take the time to look at outselves, and how we could be slowly on the verge of breaking.
I know that because that was me.
I looked at myself every night tryna drift off to sleep.
I looked at myself through glass, and someone on the other side just kept tapping and tapping until cracks shattered the whole glass and I was left in the wide open.
I was left to realize myself while everyone was still staring at me and judging my every stupid move.

Once when I was around 10 I thought I liked a guy, and I thought it was true love and all.
I didnt understand what love is, All i know is the example of my parents.
They may not say anything big but theyre there just somehow giving you the safe feeling.
(Although me and my mum arent really the best to get along with)
I dont think Ive ever loved anyone
I dont think Ive ever liked liked someone.
I think I was desperate for attention.
Im too young for this I want to focus on what Im suppose to be doing with myself, not with everything else that involves others.
I havent been caring about myself so long that I didnt realize until yesterday that Im not getting anywhere.

-Tayn